just for explaining

i probably wont be around for awhile. i just had a talk with my parents. basically i have to stop playing games (????), start being happy (oh right, let me see. brain, be happy!), and not be so depressing. in return, i get... to talk to you guys, have computer access, and not spend the rest of my life locked up in my room. *sigh* so now i am about to rewire my system, (tom, doesnt that make a computer blow up? wonder what it'll do to me.) and be a good girl. i'd tell you guys what i thought but i have extremely paranoid parents who read everything i post. *sigh* adorable, isnt it? anyway, i will be back soon, i will just be ...nicer, happier. kittykat, in my exhausted, screwed up state, i am, unnecessarily of course, worried about you. im here if you need to talk, we can be screwed up together, which is much better then being wacko alone, dont you think?
love you guys,
*hugs* from the soon to be reformed,
elfy
(i might need to talk, im still screwed up) ending on that happy note, night everyone, sweet dreams.